Ravenous megin-sane

hahaha i was like "IS THAT TIM!?!"

;) i love that man.

i just had poutine. it was disgustingly awesome

he's still a beautiful person, inside and out. that's all that matters. and that's not 'cause i'm currently in love with him, i just think the world would be better off with a couple of hims around.

thanks christine. i thought i'd post about my dream last night, since i've mentioned it in other threads and i can't get it out of my head. also, before you read this please note that i know this makes me the biggest loser ever. so, i had won this contest to hang out with matt good after one of his concerts. instead of that, he surprised me at my house. we were both just in our like casual clothes, and it was nice 'cause it felt more personal, rather than dressing to impress. so we were in my family room and we were just talking and my sister runs in and is like "matt! i made this shirt for your kids!" and holds up this tank top i have. it's black and has a lightning bolt down the back, and she had put a spider web design over the lightning bolt. she hands it to matt and he was like "oh.. thanks" but looked sad. and so i was like "is that the hardest part of the divorce, not being able to see your kids?" and he was like "yeah... well...." and he looked away and sighed and he was like "it's not that. it's just..." and then he looked at me and was like "nevermind" and i apologized and told him we didn't have to talk about it if he didn't want to. then he put his arm around me and we watched high fidelity. (which looking back now is a bad movie to watch with someone who just went through a divorce, silly dream meg.). we were lying down on the couch and then he leaned in to kiss me. then we started making out and my mom walked into the kitchen so we had to stop and we laughed. and then he was like "i don't want to go to the party in oakville" and moved the hair from my eyes. and i was like "alright... we don't have to, if you don't want to. i think we should go out though" and then he talked to my parents and i talked to my sister. and we decided to leave, and we held hands and then my mom woke me up and i was like FUCK! and now i'm like ohhhh matt! ;)

how or why his overdose happened is pretty irrelevant. the fact is, it did. and now he knows he's bipolar and can deal with it, and clearly help other people deal with it too. he's probably not getting into it with his fans, 'cause he's not looking for any of the ones who may know a lot about pharmaceuticals to give him advice about what (or how) he should take. he's obviously is in a better place now and can look back at the experience and see it as a mistake, rather than a conscious or unconscious effort to hurt himself.

woo! i'm the only one with my actual name and not a username

he's probably just bored of telling the story over and over again. every interview i've read/seen/heard with him this year has been about his overdose and condition.

he may be open with everything, but i'm sure he's not telling the whole story. and i don't blame him

but if we call it nerd shack, we could sing the song every time we read it!

nerd shack, baby neerrd shack

you can be my mod boyfriend. all this relationship requires is for me to look at you. and also worry if you got kicked in the balls <3

i wish i had a boyfriend who dressed all mod

not by choice - this old place yeah, i listen to not by choice.

no. but his face is beautiful

naming those would be tedious

arctic monkeys - i bet you look good on the dancefloor

you're jinxing it

i don't have a favourite. I NULLED

her hair must be so destroyed!

IM INTERESTEDDDD

yeah i was just thinking that, too. we could form a list of whoever is interested, send it to whoever and they have to send it to the next person on the list, but because there's a bunch of people making cds we'd have like 10 on the go.

see if this works http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=500487641

well in that case, i'm gonna have to go with 'yes'

i dont know what the pedophile sounds like