39 is way too young for anyone to die. Period.
And your whole "I'm surprised I made it to 23" bullshit. Is this because you have some debilitating disease or medical condition to overcome or is it your emo, whinny bullhit about your life and the fact that you haven't killed yourself yet? I ask out of genuine curiosity.
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
you will never fucking know me and the fucking hell i have honestly been through in my whole fucking life and how close i have been to honest to fucking god death and leaving this fucking world. and this wasn't because of, as you say, some whiny fucking emo bullshit.
we post on a fucking message board. i have never honestly been so insulted in my fucking life. fuck you.
chris, i don't think you deserve the ridicule that you recieve. i think you're a good person. and i know exactly what you mean when you say you're surprised.
some people jsut don't see themselves living long, nothing wrong with that.
as for the rest of you, fuck this whole anna nicole shit.