Jarrod

It was back in June. I was working at 7-Eleven and I was getting really stressed out. I was throwing up whenever I went there in the staff bathroom. Anyway, I had a job interview that was a total JOKE! That day I was just flipping out, I was trying to pay for my deposit for college but my bank was holding my cheque so I couldn't pay. So I ran down to the bank, literally running for 20minutes and I started freaking out at them and then I had to get my ass back up to the college. So, I was having a really bad day but my sister was freaking out at me for no reason at all. She called me a fucking bastard and went to her room. I ended up following her and opened up the door and just started swearing and yelling at her and then started slamming her door non-stop for like a minute. Then I ran to my room and let out a loud scream and started smashng my keyboard and she ran out of her room and I started screaming at her that I was leaving. My neighbour started screaming that she was going to call the cops which she ultimatly did. So, I was flipping out, crying like a madman and I ended up throwing thigns at my sister like my cellphone. Then my sister made me talk to my mom on the phone which I started flipping out at her. Then the cops arrived trying to calm me down. Then I was brought to psychiatric emergency over at the Royal Jubilee Hospital. It was actually queit nice. It was full of crazy people and it made me feel better. And then I got perscribed Paxil for depression. It sent me absolutly crazy where I was non-stop bouncing and chewing on my fingers and my arm. And then if I missed taking my pill even by one hour I would get so low that I would want to kill myself. A few weeks ago I took like half my bottle of Paxil and swollowed down a bottle of whisky. Yum. Nice combo. But it didn't do anything to me which is a good thing. Then I got a new doctor and apparently I'm bipolar which makes total sense now. So, I'm on new drugs which are making me somewhat better I suppose. And yes Anton, it was nice in there. Very clean and calming.

That's pretty sweet! Good job man! Hmm...well...I've been forcefully taken to psychiatric emergency cuz the police thought I was going to kill myself during a breakdown I had. The thing was that I didn't even have a chance to think that far! HAHA! When usually I go straight to the pills. ;) I honestly am NOT lying. :angry:

Exciting news for me: I'm going to commit myself. JOY!

Fingers-Pink You know I'm in a wrong state of mind when I listen to her. I love her music. I'm trying to listen to her to make me feel better but I can't seem to bring myself back up.

I love watching Maury!!! Woman or MAN!!! Or when the get the freakish kids on!! Oh my that is great!

Yeah, I got a weird message. I thought it was hacked or something.

I think Anton should run for the Premier of BC. Gordo there isn't very nice ;) He beat me with a golf club once. It's true. I have the marks to prove it!

People in front or were they beside me ;) of me at the Victoria show kept on screaming "PLAY RICO!"... hahahaaha

Yeah, that is about right... Yeah, I'm not a fan of Legends either. The floor was sticky ;) It would have been better if it was either in the Royal Theatre or the McPherson Theatre. I didn't realize that it was sold out :angry: It didn't feel that way.

It was so frickin cold here the past few days. It's been abotu 20C the last few dasy.

I saw him in Vic! He was great...I think he was a wee bit drunk though. I'm in love with "She's in it for the money." On a side note: I got hot coffee spilled in my lap and on my arm...it burned.

Tripoli-Matthew Good. This song makes me sad and I love it.

tomb of liegia-team sleep

I don't know if we should be talking about it. I know we're all fans of his but still. It's his own business that he has to deal with. I just hope everything goes alright.

I think that his next album will be a surprise!!! OMG! Actually, I think it's going to be all of the above and more. I think it's going to have a little bit of everything that he's done..

Which one is the first one out of the two: Hypnotize or Mezmerize bceause I like the first one. The one with BYOB

Okay, I could barely listen to the first song. I had to stop it. It wasn't very good...

I like Sonic. It's good.

This thread is going to get closed very soon I can tell you that.

Well, I know from a very reliable source that a certain someone maybe moving to Victoria around where I live... Just sayin'...

Yuppers, that is true! The Fox is now wack. I can't stand listening to them anymore. Same with The Zone in Victoria.

LOL... I got totally drunk in Edmonton last week. It made me forget about shit and I just had a good time. Now I'm back in reality. House of Smoke and Mirrors.

I'm really having "Hate myself, wanna disappear" weeks... I"m listening to Apparitions..

Also, 2 Green Day albums in the top 5?! Come ON!! Be more realistic... Plus, I like/LIKED Green DAy but Dookie in my mind is a very painful album to listen to.

I dunno. It looks really fake. If it was me, I would be screaming and crying and throwing my computer out the window... And if my mother was in the house she would have come up to my room, slapped me on my face, grabbed me and drag me down the stairs and I would be out of the house.