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I'd have to agree. It's pretty darn good.

I think this album is shit. And not THE shit, just plain shit. I love the first disc of the Fragile, the second wasn't that great.

Anyway, I like it. I'm stupid in science so whatevah. I tried my hardest to get as far away from science as I possibly could. But whatever. I like it. Which is saying a lot from me right now. So be fucking happy that I'm not being a asshole towards you tonight.

EVERYTHING SHOULD FUCK OFF AND DIE.

People should fuck off in general. Go fuck yourselves... I'm not talking to you guys. Just people in GENERAL. FUCK OFF.

Pfft. Like I'd know that. No me no sighnsss..

If your avatar has "Ho" in it, that deserves 10. Science is everything, and if there was no science than well... there would be no exhistance... I wasn't very good in science because I just wasn't interested in it. But if there weren't people like you then we'd never know what has happened and I'd believe in Adam and Eve and that crap. So, you get a 10 just because of that.

Bouncing Off Of Clounds-Tori Amos

I just finished cooking a frozen lasagnia. YUMM!!!

Is a rad drummer

People that litter should fuck off. Don't they have any pride in their surroundings?

A roast beef sandwich with Miss Vickie Sea Salt and Vinager chips!!

Makes my head spin...

I'm trying to think of what I should cook for dinner. I"m not sure yet... Perhaps I'll grab another one of those pizzas. They were really, really good. It was a Delicio pizza. I can't remember what it was though.

Bill O'Reilly is a complete idiot. I don't follow politics at all, but I've seen some of his shows and it's pretty pathetic, but then again, I'm liberal. But just the bullshit that comes out of his mouth... Wasn't he the one that blamed Canada for everything bad that happens to the USA?

I ate macaroni and had a diet pepsi with it. I really love Macaroni a lot!!!

Perhaps she could bring something to the conversation rather than bitch me out.

I usually don't say fuck in person, it's usually shit.

I love you <3 ------------- ------------- Bipolar disorder, often referred to as manic-depression in the general literature, is a psychiatric condition defined by periods of extreme mood. These moods can occur on a spectrum ranging from debilitating depression to unbridled mania. Individuals suffering a bipolar disorder generally experience fluid states of mania, hypomania or what is referred to as a mixed states in concert with clinical depression. These clinical states typically alternate with a normal range of mood, which is termed euthymia. Bipolar disorder can range in severity from a mild annoyance to a serious lifelong disability. There are many variations of this disorder. Moods can change quickly (4 or more times in one year) or more slowly. In psychiatric terms, this is called rapid cycling or slow cycling, respectively. Ultrarapid cycling, where moods change several times per week, is very rare. These mood patterns are associated with distress and disruption, and a relatively high risk of suicide. Bipolar disorder is usually treated with medications and/or therapy or counseling. As well as being linked to disability, studies have suggested a correlation between creativity and bipolar disorder, although the relationship between the two is unclear. Studies have also indicated increased striving for, and sometimes obtaining, goals and achievements more generally; in other words, many with bipolar disorder tend to be more driven, extremely goal oriented, and hard working. (I love wikipedia) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_disorder ---------------------- ---------------------- ---------------------- I am Bipolar I (which Matthew Good is II). I also have the ultrarapid cycling. In the past, I was prone to suicide attempts, where at one point, I had to be watched at all costs. Without my medications, my moods change rapidly, sometimes I can go into a room and be happy, and then come out of the room and be in a whole nother world. Sometimes when I post on here, I'm in a manic mood, which, even on medications, you can not control moods. As with this, it is hard to control a normal life. Back in the beginning of last year, I was completely gone. I was stuck in one mood and that was to lock myself in my room. that was before I was medicated, which, I severly needed before a certain point in time happened. With this, I have done research about the disorder, because in my mind, I needed to know what the hell I was dealing. Even when I was younger, I knew there was something wrong, and I always assumed that I had something like that. One thing with bipolar disorder, and any other mental disorder, it can cripple someone. For me, this can happen to me. If I needed, I could go on disability, but, as I have a work ethic and I feel that I can work, I will. But I will always have that to fall back on. Some people have it a lot differently than myself, but we all have one thing in common and that is that we live with a disorder, and we are normal, hard working, and passionate people. I take Lamotrigine (Lamictil,), Celexa, and Trazadone. Lamotrigine is an anti-convulsant but is an alternative to Lithium. It is the only other medication other than Lithium that is meant for bipolar. There are other medications (usually anti-convulsants) that can be prescribed for bipolar, but those 2 are the ones that are set up by the Canada drug thingy (Beth, can you talk more about that, please, as I would like to know more about it.) I take about 200mg of Lamotrigine a day, 20mg of Celexa and 200mg of Trazadone A difficult thing to prescribe is anti-depressents because they can act really poorly. I was on one called Paxil back in the summer and that would enhance my mood swings because it was NOT for bipolar. There are ones that are meant for it such as Celexa. I have to take it to help the lamotrigine work and even out my moods. Trazadone is an old school anti-depressent that isn't prescribed anymore for that aspect. It is now prescribed for a sleep aid. It knocks me right out when I need it as with bipolar, you can go along time without sleep especially during a manic episode. I used to be able to go a week + without sleep. Anyway, I do not let my disorder to prohibit my life. That is something that must be taken into account as something that can eat away at you. I don't want the bipolar to live my life, I want to live my life but know that I have this disability and not to hide it, which I don't think anyone with this disorder should do. Educate yourself, talk to people about it, such as doctors, psychologists, councilors and other various people. --------- --------- Beth, perhaps you could talk about the different medications and how they should be used? Perhaps you should educate people about that instead of bring up my posts instead of ignoring them.

I bought a frozen pizza. It was very good actually.

I swear a lot in person.

HAHAHA!!!!

I think it is a good match for Matt. He can start to gain more momentum down in the United States with a friend like Dale. And also, I'm happy for Matt that he has found a true friend.

Children of Men.

Secret Spell-Tori Amos