i don't know what to say because i've never had that happen to me. but after reading that, it jus made me sad. what can i say? sorry for your lose? i don't know..
i know that it'll be along time til you feel better, and i hope you and your father are really close because you both need each other. i am sad to hear this. it must be hard to lose someone that you love. i may edit this because i don't know if i like what i wrote. i don't want it to sound really badly.