Honestly, I've tried to bring myself to do things and try to follow my dreams but I've got terrible stage fright. I'm not even sure how to overcome it.
I've always found singing to be very therapeutic and I've been told I'm a good singer (though I found I've gotten worse since I quit smoking) but the idea of putting myself out there for people to judge and put down seems to make me the most afraid.
Of course, I hear a lot of the shit that gets played on the radio and think "well, they suck and they made it, maybe there IS hope for me"
Hopefully someday I'll just say fuck it and go for the gold.